Sunday afternoon,my sister and i were shopping at Gurney...suddenly,my abdomen felt so painful ><
But i kept walking,just ignore that pain,i thought it will be fine on the next moment.But it still pain until night and i dont know what is happen inside...while im walking even moving,the pain come to me,i kept telling me don't be afraid of it as god is with me.I prayed before i slept that night,hope everything will be fine and the pain will go away on next morning.
Next morning(monday),i slept till 11am,the pain still exist and more serious.I take bath first and it was quite suffering to me while bathing,the pain kept disturbing and made me lied on the wall,even i wore my short also quite difficult.So ,i told this matter to my aunt,but they were preparing to go back to my hometown,leaving me alone at house.
I prayed to Lord,to heal me and forgive my sin.When i ended my prayer,i stand up,the pain became less and i praise to the lord.But because im not enough faith and confident to lord,i still suspected that is it real?so the pain came again.Today was public holiday so my aunt said no doctor was around the clinic.
Tuesday morning,i wake up,the pain become less compare with yesterday.yeah,i praise to the lord. I went to a clinic checked and the doctor pressed parts of my abdomen and then suspected that was appendix and advised me went to hospital x-ray checked it if it is really excruxiating. The only thing i can do is praying.After pressing by the doctor,my intestine felt more painful,whole afternoon,i slept,study,rest............
I felt peace in my heart,it was nothing to be afraid. My parent intended to send me to hospital next day,but i prayed i can recover in jesus name i prayed.
Wednesday morning,i reached Hospital Nam Wah Ee around 10am.I registered and then went to the emergency place.I met my physics teacher and talked with him a while.I waited at there around 1 hours,then the nurse called my name.Doctor Tee was the doctor i consulted,he asked me a few questions then asked me lie down on the bed,oh no!he wanted to press my abdomen again ><! After checking,he said he also can not sure my problem was appendix.I should went through the ultrasound test ,blood test and urine test first he said.Ultrasound test so funny...haha!I asked the patient came out from the ultrasound room how was the checking while i was waiting.She said just check lo! /.\ i dont want this answer la.....I was the last one to go in the ultrasound room,i lied down on the bed,the doctor used an instrument with some glue scan my abdomen,so itch!but i tahan,cant laugh out la>~< After this,i went to the blood check centre.The place i most scared,but i kept telling me don't be scared as god is with me :) When my turn,i sat on the chair,i kept praying,oh lord take away my pain,the needle injected into my capillary,wah,so painful but so fast!i closed my eyes,dare not see.Thank god.
Next,i went back to take my ultrasound results and went to consult Doctor Tee again.The blood test result was came out.We waited the urine test results around 1 hour also...
Doctor Tee saw the ultrasound result-my abdomen picture,there was two small unknown objects in my right ovary-12mm and 14mm each. The conclusion was 'ovarian cyst'. At that moment,i felt peace in my heart as i commit my result to my lord and i accepted it.Doctor Tee asked me to consult another Doctor to know more about the unknown objects.
The other disease they discovered by seeing my blood test results was i got Thalassemia.My haemoglobin quite low and basophil 0% . I just know i was inherited from my father.But thank god,nothing happen to me until now im 18.I still can run and complete the harriers althought i cant stand after run and i know it why right now.
Waiting the second doctor almost 2 hours!!! I still felt peace in my mind,I kept praying,maybe this was one part of god's plan,i commit the last results to god,and my nervous was gone.
Second doctor said this was just two blisters inside my ovary and made it cyst,ask me dont worry about it,this is a natural phenomena before menstruation? it will be fine few days later...
OH PRAISE TO THE LORD! I felt so happy happy happy ! I felt how lord love me.thankyou lord.I really really thankyou lord!my saviour ^^
My lord,i knew i was unfaithful and dishonor before...thankyou lord u accepted my forgiveness and u gave me this experience to let me know about your power,your unfailing love.Thankyou lord,i had learned how to be faith in christ and honor your name.I love you my lord!
LAMENTATIONS 3:19-24
The thought of my suffering and homelessness is bitter beyond words.
I will never forget this awful time,as i grieve over my loss.
Yet I still dare to hope when I remember this:
The faithful love of the Lord never ends!
His mercies never cease.
Great is his faithfulness;
his mercies begin afresh each morning.
I say to myself,"The Lord is my inheritance;
therefore,I will hope in him!"
Yeah Lord!You gave me a new life by let me going through a great experience.I woke up and seeking upon you,searching you urgently as you are my saviour.You listened to my prayer days and nights i know and finally you answered my prayer!Four days sufferings(19/8/12-22/8/12).I felt like I'm so close to you lord,I desire to yours words Lord.I prayed to you Lord to forgive my sin and my unfaithfulness.Thankyou Lord,you accepted my forgiveness and gave me a new chance to live!You changed all bad situation to become fine by yours mighty hands.I found hope when I was hopeless,I'll be patient and waited the great things you want to be done in my life.You are my hope and my light!I won't fear and tremble as Lord you comfort me.This all things passed already but I won't forget your unfailing love.You healed me and did the miracle on me.I was healed by your mighty hands!I will be faith in you,honor your name,be your follower! Lord,please guide my and lead me every day,fresh me all the time,protect me from the devil and take away me from doing sin!AMEN!
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Thursday midnight,i dream about jesus.I saw him infront me but i stand still ,no approach him.I heard he said
he forgives my sins and cleanse me.At that moment,my soul felt so free,the feelings cannot described by words!so wonderful and awesome!And i know it is real!
Then i saw 4 sets of piano,2 sets were placed inside a house and other 2 sets were placed outside the house.I went to outside to press the key of the piano, wah, sounds too bad! What is the meanings of this dream???
Praise to the Lord,Thankyou Lord u let me see u and forgive me :)
